[Callie] Previously on Grey's Anatomy:
There's nothing sexuaI between you and Georgie?
Don't come to me for forgiveness, you traitorous bitch.
Our marriage is faIIing apart. You're never here.
- Dr. Hahn. I have a thing for her. - [Derek] Going to end badIy.
Cardio is my thing. You are fIirting with cardio. I am married to cardio.
What if whiIe I'm waiting, I meet someone who is
ready to give me what I want from you?
- Are we friends yet? - I'm sorry?
I don't want you to date other peopIe. I don't want you to date anybody but me.
[Bailey] In the beginning, God created the heaven and the earth.
At least that's what they say.
He created the birds of the air and the beasts of the field
and he looked at his creation and he saw that it was good.
And then God created man and it's been downhill ever since.
- The woman Ioves me. - Erica Hahn?
I'm teIIing you. We went out Iast night, had a coupIe drinks...
- You and Erica? - Just me and Hahn.
- And CaIIie. - AII right. So, it wasn't a date.
You're gonna teII me where we're going?
Why does it have to be about the destination?
- Why can't it be about the journey? - Because I'm wearing 300 doIIar shoes.
[Derek] Meredith doesn't want me seeing other peopIe.
- She found out about you and Rose? - No. It was just a kiss.
You're not the kind who makes out with nurses in scrub rooms,
not that there's anything wrong with it.
- What do you think? - It was more than just a kiss.
- No, no, no, no. The view. - WeII, what am I Iooking at?
The view from my new house.
Huh?
[# Katie Herzig: Sweeter Than This]
[Bailey] The story goes on to say that God created man in his own image,
but there's not much proof of that.
After all, God made the sun, the moon, and the stars.
And all man makes is trouble.
It's a cIassic Victorian design with an open fIoor pIan.
- What are you doing? - I'm making an omeIet.
What do you think of the house?
The house? I think the house is great.
If you don't Iike it you can teII me. It's your house, too.
Damn.
So why are you cooking, again?
Lexie was having a bad night,
and I thought I wouId do something semi-sisterIy.
- ReaIIy? - ReaIIy.
Wow.
[knock on door]
- You getting up? - [Izzie] No.
Maybe. I don't know.
- What's that smeII? - Someone's cooking.
That's not cooking. That's not cooking.
- You're going to be Iate. - I hate work.
- Since when? - Since I hate it.
I hate Cristina. I hate Hahn. I hate it.
[sniffing, groaning] What is that smeII?
- [snorts] Oh! That smeIIs Iike suIfur. - [knock on door]
- [Meredith] Breakfast. - It's breakfast.
No!
- Don't go. Don't go. - What? I have to go.
She made me breakfast. I'm going. Now stop. Off.
No.
Hey.
Where's your girIfriend?
Back with her husband. I don't have a girIfriend.
- Or a conscience, apparentIy. - Yeah, but you knew that going in.
Not saying we have to buiId, but we have to pIan.
Dude, what the heII is that?
Meredith cooked, to do something nice for Lexie.
- You cooked for me? - It's no big deaI.
Just eggs and avocado and whatever cheese that was in the fridge.
I Iove avocados.
Is it OK?
[BaiIey] OK.
OK. This IittIe man has been fed and changed.
There we go.
I put the buiIding manager's number on my desk.
Do not beIieve him when he teIIs you that he can fix the sink.
Remind him he's the one that broke it when he tried to fix the pipes.
- OK. - Miranda.
You're taIking to me now? Now that I'm on my way out the door?
You're aIways on your way out. Are you interested in being part of this famiIy?
I can't do this now. I don't have time.
- [Erica] Dr. Torres. - Dr. Hahn, anyone who can outdrink me
and stiII kick my ass at the dartboard gets to caII me ''CaIIie.''
Last night was actuaIIy fun, wasn't it?
Mmm-hmm.
- And I'm not a group person. - Me, neither.
I think it's because I generaIIy don't Iike peopIe.
Me, neither.
Morning, Iadies.
Case in point.
What's so funny?
[Bailey] When man finds himself in trouble, which is most of the time,
he turns to something bigger than himself,
to love or fate or religion to make sense of it all.
SweeTart?
Do you ever eat anything that remoteIy resembIes reaI food?
You'II have to take me to dinner to find out.
I can't do that.
That kiss was unexpected. I Iike kissing you.
I enjoyed kissing you, but I'm seeing somebody.
Meredith Grey.
Everybody knows about you and Meredith Grey.
I have to see it through. I'm sorry.
Don't be. It was just a kiss.
See you in surgery, Dr. Shepherd.
[Bailey] But for a surgeon,
the only thing that makes any kind of sense is medicine.
Yes.
Back off. EIizabeth Archer is my patient.
TechnicaIIy, she's Hahn's patient, but whatever.
I'm scrubbing in on a major coronary artery dissection with Hahn,
and you're not going to fight me for it?
I'm not doing the cardio thing anymore. I am over it.
You're over it?
Whoa, whoa.
- Why? What do you have? - Nothing. I'm charting.
- Stevens. EIizabeth Archer's chart? - Yang has it. You two have fun.
She's not a cardiothoracic surgeon. I am the rock star.
- Karev, are you a rock star? - AIways.
You're with me today. CongratuIations. Your Iife just got more interesting.
Karev doesn't know anything about EIizabeth Archer.
You can read, can't you, Dr. Karev?
Yes. ''EIizabeth Archer, 49, came into the ER yesterday compIaining of...''
A cardiac cath demonstrated dissection of the proximaI two-thirds of the LAD.
- She was admitted for observation. - WhiIe I admire your preparation,
there is one thing about the patient you've faiIed to notice.
She's gone.
- Dr. O'Dell to the... - CaIIie!
Mrs. O'MaIIey. Hi.
- Hi. - How've you been?
WeII, I've been worried, is how I've been.
I've caIIed, I've Ieft messages.
I know how busy you two are, but you can't pick up the phone once in a whiIe?
Never mind. I was in the neighborhood, and I hope you don't mind,
but I just couIdn't wait to show you some of the outfits I've been making.
Outfits?
Don't get mad, but Georgie toId me you were trying, so...
...what do you think?
- It's yeIIow. - I see that.
- Dr. BaiIey? - Whatever it is, I don't have time.
- I think I need some epinephrine. - [ceII phone ringing]
- Tucker, now's not a good time. - Epinephrine?
The cart's around the corner. Can you give her the...?
- Thank you. - No, I toId you, I put it on my desk.
[aIarm ringing]
- Code bIue. - I have to caII you back.
[machines beeping]
You're going to have to step back from the patient, ma'am.
- Ma'am? - Just one second.
- Ms. Archer? What is she doing here? - I have no idea. Who is she?
It's Hahn's patient. Ms. Archer, you need to get back to your bed.
[beeping slows]
There.
What'd did you do to him? He was V-tach and now...
I heaIed him. I'm a heaIer.
Oh!
[machine beeps steadily]
You're a faith heaIer?
I am a heaIer and I have faith. But I'm not sure the two are reIated.
Ms. Archer, you coIIapsed. You couId go into cardiac arrest at any moment.
I'm Iess interested in what you do for a Iiving
than I am with getting you into...
I want to know what she did to Mr. GreenwaId.
He's been in and out of V-tach aII day and now he's stabIe.
Maybe because of the amiodarone he got two hours ago.
ReaIIy? Does amiodarone usuaIIy take two hours to kick in?
Ms. Archer, you have a coronary artery dissection.
Dr. Karev and I need to get you into surgery as soon as possibIe.
I appreciate that, but I am not going into surgery
untiI we've exhausted aII other possibiIities.
[Erica] Ms. Archer, if you don't have the surgery soon,
I can guarantee you that the bIood suppIy to your heart wiII be cut off.
I'II have to open you up anyway.
AII I'm asking for is that you give me some time
and taIk me through the surgery you'd Iike to perform,
so that I may visuaIize it whiIe I do what I do.
And if it doesn't work, then you can sIice me open, OK?
Dr. Karev can work with you doing whatever it is that you do.
I'II check in soon.
CaII me when she codes.
[woman over PA] Pharmacy two-nine-four.
- What are you Iooking for? - I need epinephrine.
Why?
- What happened to you? - I'm an aduIt chiId of an aIcohoIic.
I have issues. When Meredith made me eggs, I couIdn't not eat them.
I had to pretend I wasn't aIIergic to eggs,
- now I have a rash covering my body. - Give me your arm.
I'm codependent, my throat is cIosing up.
Ow... And now my arm hurts. Thanks.
You're weIcome.
Thank you for Ietting me crash on your couch.
You didn't teII your mom that we broke up?
Your mom thinks we're stiII trying to get pregnant.
She thinks you're the kind of person who wouId never cheat on his wife.
Hand-stitched, unisex baby cIothes!
They're yeIIow and green and go up to toddIer sizes.
And she's waiting for you in the Iobby.
- Hey. - Hey.
You never toId me what you thought of the house.
- I have a house. - That's your house.
I'm taIking our house.
Between yesterday and today you had pIans drawn up?
No, I've had the pIans for months. I decided to share them with you.
Why?
Nothing's reaIIy changed, has it? Everything's the same as it was.
No, it's just... it's reaIIy a Iot. And it's fast.
- I'm trying to take a step forward. - OK.
There are about 1 00 steps between where we are right now
and buiIding our dream house. And they'II be fun steps and sexy steps.
And we'II try not to faII down them together. OK?
OK.
[ceII phone ringing]
- OK. - Dr. BaiIey!
- Chief? - Yeah.
Rumor has it Dr. Hahn has a patient who's wandering the haIIs.
She's back in her bed, sir.
- And Iaying hands on other patients. - It was just one patient.
And heaIing them.
For which there's a reasonabIe medicaI expIanation.
[ceII phone ringing]
Of course. But I can't have a hospitaI fuII of sick peopIe
thinking there's a miracIe woman on the cardiac ward.
It creates panic and hysteria and frankIy, it's bad for business.
- Are you gonna answer that? - No, I'm not.
Make sure this woman keeps her hands to herseIf?
- Yes. - Thank you, Dr. BaiIey.
Dr. SIoan, why are you endangering the Iife of my patient?
Because your patient had her hands aII over one of my patients.
I was trying to heaI her.
Don't worry your pretty IittIe head about it, SIoan. Karev?
Even when you're insuIting me, you manage to teII me how pretty I am?
It wasn't meant as a compIiment.
Is this a gender reversaI thing, where you're the big man on campus,
and I'm the bIonde whose ponytaiI you can't stop puIIing?
Why don't you get that I just don't Iike you?
That I think you are a crass, predatory, ape of a man,
who happens to be a decent surgeon?
You want to heaI someone? HeaI her.
This is toxic in here. CouId somebody take me to my room?
My heaIing team shouId be arriving soon.
I'II take you.
[Izzie] Mrs. O'MaIIey?
- There she is! Come here. - Hi!
What are you doing here? Does George know you're here?
CaIIie said she'd find him for me. How are you, dear? You OK?
- You taIked to CaIIie? - Poor thing. It's hard for her.
You try and you try, but we're aII human. Nobody's perfect.
- And in the end it's nobody's fauIt. - I'm so happy to hear you say that.
I have just feIt so terribIe about it.
I know. Me, too.
You know, we just... We didn't mean for it to happen.
I know how that sounds, but it's true.
We were drunk.
It onIy happened one time and I know that doesn't make it right,
but it was never my intention to break up George's marriage.
I didn't know I was in Iove with him. George was so distraught.
I think that's why he faiIed the intern test, so...
- He faiIed? - Oh, no. He didn't teII you that part?
- He didn't teII me any part. - But you said you taIked to CaIIie.
About baby cIothes.
I thought she was having troubIe getting pregnant. I made baby cIothes.
- Oh, no. - [George] Mom.
- What? - [Izzie] I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
[ceII phone ringing]
Hey. I know I said I'd caII you right back...
Tucker, wait. I can't do this right now. I'm being paged to the ER.
What do you mean you're the one paging me?
I toId you never to page me at the hospitaI unIess...
[Tucker crying]
There was an accident.
AII four Iimbs are moving.
PupiIs are responsive and diIating. There's no neuroIogicaI damage.
Get him on a monitor. Where's the X-ray for the trauma series?
Order a Ieft forearm. There's bruising and sweIIing.
- Mama's right here. I'm right here. - He was under a booksheIf?
The whoIe thing must have faIIen over on him, those medicaI books.
He tried to cIimb up and puIIed it over. I heard him screaming.
I'm trying to hear. Stop taIking.
- Miranda, Iet me do that. - No, no. I got it. I got it.
- Miranda. - What?
This is why we put the baby gate in the Iiving room.
- The gate was open. - You Ieft the gate open?
- No, I didn't. - I Ieft the gate open?
Accidents happen.
Not if you take the time to boIt the booksheIves to the waII.
I can't baby-proof and watch him at the same time.
Weren't watching him, otherwise we wouIdn't be here.
Got decreased breath sounds on the Ieft and his abdomen's rigid.
What does aII this mean?
- There may be internaI injuries. - What kind?
We don't have time. He needs a fuII trauma work up.
CIear a CT and get me an uItrasound machine.
This is not OK, Georgie. This is not OK.
You're pIanning to marry Izzie now? You're pIanning an annuIment?
- This is not about Izzie. - What is it about? This isn't OK!
I raised you better than this.
I never shouId have gotten married in the first pIace.
But you did. You got married. You didn't invite me.
You didn't Iet me pIan a wedding.
I accepted it because you were happy. I won't accept this.
- Mom. - We're CathoIic.
We don't beIieve in divorce.
And we certainIy don't beIieve in aduItery.
- I'm sorry. - Don't be sorry to me.
Be sorry to Father Mike. You caII him.
He'II hear your confession and he'II get you and CaIIie into counseIing.
- It's too Iate for that. - No, it's not too Iate.
You made a vow to CaIIie and a vow to God.
You don't waIk away from that. This is your souI we're taIking about.
- I have to go. - No, you wiII not.
You wiII not waIk away from me!
It's Dr. BaiIey. I have to go.
[Tucker crying]
- What happened? - He got crushed under a booksheIf.
- Rib fractures. - Might have dropped a Iung.
They're worried there may be damage to the heart.
Get him to radioIogy for a head, chest and abdominaI CT.
O'MaIIey, teII the Iab to move fast. Karev, cIear out. We'II keep you posted.
Dr. BaiIey's worked up, and I want to make sure
that doesn't get in the way of the baby's care.
- I don't need a babysitter. - I know you don't. Stay with her.
[cIears throat]
Sorry about that. There was an emergency.
- Dr. Karev, this is Dawn and Mai. - Nice to meet you.
- He's a skeptic. ShouIdn't be here. - Is Dr. Hahn coming?
[AIex] Dr. Hahn's been caIIed into surgery.
She asked me to taIk you through the procedure.
Is she going to be Iong?
I'm hoping she's done before your heart bIows, but I can't make promises.
I toId you he shouIdn't be here.
I need someone who knows what they're doing to taIk me through the surgery.
This? It's crap. You're staIIing. You're scared.
Of course, I'm scared. Surgery is...
It's barbaric. You tear fIesh and spiII bIood.
I work with Iight. I work with energy. I visuaIize heaIing.
If there's the sIightest chance what I do works,
- isn't that preferabIe? - I don't beIieve in what you do.
I'm not asking you to. I'm asking you to heIp me to do it.
Can you imagine how horribIe this is for her?
This is why peopIe shouId not have kids.
What's the matter with you? It's BaiIey's baby.
See, no, it's a trauma case.
If we are going to be effective in saving that kid's Iife,
it can't be BaiIey's baby. He's a bIunt trauma case.
You and Hahn are exactIy aIike. You deserve each other.
- Thank you. - I thought you Ioved cardio.
No, no. She's pretending not to anymore.
- Can't take the pressure, Iz? - You're right, Cristina.
In the contest to see who can be the best robot, you win.
Ooh... Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh.
TeII me again how this happened?
- You didn't understand me? - Just teII me again.
- Somebody Ieft the baby gate open. - Somebody.
Did you...? You're saying you think I did this?
I'm saying that you were in such a hurry to get out the house this morning,
that you were in such a hurry to get to work and get away from me...
Doesn't have anything to do with you.
Why do you think he even went into that room?
You're the onIy one who goes in there.
He went Iooking for his mama.
He went Iooking for his mama and wound up in the hospitaI!
You made a bad choice, huh, Tucker?
You picked a bad wife,
she made a bad mother, she made you stay home, raise your son,
and she aImost kiIIed him. Poor you, huh?
[woman over PA] Dr. Mahoney to the ER. Dr. Mahoney to the ER.
I heard about Dr. BaiIey's son. How bad is it?
We're stiII waiting on his studies.
Derek?
Remember I was cooI and Iet you off the hook for making out with me?
- WeII, now I'm angry. - Why?
You're not making eye contact with me.
Because we are taIking about BaiIey's baby and you won't Iook at me.
- Sorry. - Better. Now, it was one kiss, OK?
It was a good kiss, maybe even a great one, but are we going to Iet one kiss
get in the way of what has been a great professionaI reIationship,
even though you didn't know my name untiI recentIy?
No, we are not.
So, friends?
- Friends. - Good.
BaiIey wants to know if Tuck's fiIms are ready.
What? Is that...? What's that shadow? Where's his heart?
- You can't see it because... - His stomach's in his chest.
VisceraI herniation. A positive coIIar sign.
Which indicates a diaphragmatic hernia. It's a ruptured diaphragm.
Which is the Ieast of his probIems
because the force of the trauma injured his thoracic aorta.
And you see this? In the chest cavity next to the stomach? That's coIon.
And around the coIon is fIuid.
Which couId mean the coIon has ruptured
and there's fecaI matter fIoating around that couId infect the aortic repair.
And that compIication can be fataI.
What are you aII standing around for? Page Hahn and the Chief! Book an OR!
They repaired the hoIe in the diaphragm.
Dr. Hahn's about to inspect the mediastinum.
Is she gonna repair with sutures or prosthetic graft?
- Don't know. - You don't know?
She didn't say.
- Dr. BaiIey! - Dr. BaiIey? Are you kidding?
- I need to be with my son. - Miranda.
I have no intention of getting in the way. I can't stand out there.
I can't. I need to be with my son.
And what we need, Dr. BaiIey,
is to not have our patient's mother watching us perform his surgery.
Dr. Grey, pIease escort Dr. BaiIey back outside.
No, there wiII be no escorting of Dr. BaiIey anywhere, Dr. Grey.
Now you can proceed.
I wiII not proceed untiI you Ieave this OR.
Now, do you want me to stand here taIking to you
or do you want me to try and save your baby's Iife?
Miranda.
I just want to hoId my son's hand. I just want to hoId his hand, pIease.
I'II hoId his hand.
Dr. Grey can hoId this retractor, right?
Yes.
I'II hoId Tuck's hand, Dr. BaiIey, if it's OK with you.
I'II hoId his hand.
OK, go, go, go.
OK, everybody, Iet's get back to work.
- Mrs. O'MaIIey, what are you...? - I couIdn't Ieave.
When HaroId was here, when he was sick,
Dr. BaiIey took such good care of him.
I couIdn't Ieave knowing her son was in troubIe.
Knowing both our sons are in troubIe.
Mrs. O'MaIIey, I...
Look, I know you think I'm oId-fashioned and maybe I am.
But it doesn't matter what I think.
In God's eyes, marriage is forever.
If it's any consoIation, George and I got married on the Vegas strip
at a 24 Hour Church of EIvis. I'm not sure God was even there.
He's everywhere.
I used to beIieve in God.
And marriage. And Heaven and HeII.
But you don't anymore?
I beIieve in Iove.
And second chances.
And that even though George wasn't the one for me,
it was OK that I beIieved that he was, because...
WeII, for a IittIe whiIe at Ieast, I got to be an O'MaIIey.
And I reaIIy Ioved being an O'MaIIey.
He's back.
I'm sorry to interrupt, but your most recent echo shows
the dissection is extending. You need to Iet me prep you for surgery.
Oh, no. No, not yet. We haven't finished our work.
You're going to die.
Do you know how Mai knew you were back even with her eyes cIosed?
- She heard me? - She feIt you.
It's Iike a puII, Iike a darkness.
Right, I'm the angeI of death, got it.
No. You're not the angeI of death, Dr. Karev.
You're actuaIIy a very sweet boy.
He's got a beautifuI heart, wouIdn't you say, Mai?
- I wouId. But his gut and his throat... - They're bIocked.
- Second chakra's worse. - You're taIking about ''chakras?''
You've got a darkness at your throat chakra where your voice shouId be.
Because whatever happened to you was so ugIy and went on for so Iong
that you don't taIk about it.
You were hurt so badIy that sometimes you want to hurt other peopIe
just to spread it around.
You were a good boy, Dr. Karev. A good, sweet boy.
But you're not a very good man. What happened to you?
Your artery is shredding. You need surgery.
I'm not a very good man, but I do teII the truth.
And the truth is, if you don't get this surgery fast, you're going to die.
I Ieft it on the desk.
I waIked to the office door and I cIosed the gate.
I waIked out of the bedroom and wrote a note to the buiIding manager.
I Ieft it on the desk. I was in a hurry.
But I Iooked at the cIock. I waIked out of the door.
- The gate was opened. - Miranda, this isn't heIping.
- Did I cIose the gate? - Stop this. It's not heIping.
I waIked out of the bedroom, into the office, wrote a note.
- This isn't heIping. Stop this. - I can't remember!
I can't remember if I cIosed that gate.
- I can't remember if I cIosed the gate. - It doesn't matter.
It does matter because I'm his mother and I can't have done this to him.
You didn't do this. Things just happen.
No! They don't just happen! Things don't just happen.
PeopIe make decisions! PeopIe prioritize!
The worId doesn't just happen, OK? It's not on God, it's on me!
- Or it's on Tucker! - Stop.
- It's on me or Tucker! - Stop it, stop it.
- [sobbing] - Just stop it.
- Oh, no. - You're a good mother.
Tucker is a good father.
You Iove your baby. PeopIe make mistakes.
You didn't do this to your son and neither did your husband.
[Meredith] He wants to buiId us a house.
With kids' bedrooms and French doors and that scares me to death.
Why? Just because of the Rose thing?
WeII, that shouIdn't scare you. It was just one kiss.
One kiss?
It wasn't Iike they were being secretive about it.
It was just something that happened.
Now you guys are back together, it's not happening anymore, so...
- Derek kissed Rose? - Yeah, but you knew that.
That I'm an idiot.
OK, the stomach's repaired. There's no spIenic Iaceration.
Now aII I have to do is get the chest tube in and we're done.
That's good. You're in better shape than we thought.
It means you're aImost out of here.
Dr. Yang, wouId you Iike to do the honors?
I can trade pIaces with you, if you'd Iike.
No, I'm OK. I'm OK here.
His stomach ruptured, not his coIon.
Both of which we repaired, so the surgery was a success.
However, there is a Iot of fIuid in the chest cavity.
So, at this point, we have no way of knowing
whether he'II be abIe to breathe on his own.
I know that. You don't think I know that?
We'II be moving him to the pediatric ICU.
- We'II be watching him cIoseIy. - Can I see my son now?
AbsoIuteIy.
You're new here. You don't know me.
If what you did today ends up saving my son's Iife, I'II thank you for it.
But if I never have to Iook at you again after that,
that'II be aII right with me.
[# Patty Griffin: Up To the Mountain]
We never baptized him.
We kept putting it off, thinking we were going to find time. And now...
We wiII find the time.
When this is over and Tuck is fine,
you and I are going to find time,
and we are going to baptize our baby.
How's Tuck?
He's stiII not breathing on his own.
You know, I wish I couId heIp, but I can't think of anything I can do.
Cristina aIways knows what to do.
What's your deaI with her? With Yang?
Nothing. There's no deaI. I'm crippIed with envy.
Of Yang? Because she's better at cardio?
She's not better than me.
She knows what she wants.
She has this faith in her skiII and herseIf and her future in cardio.
It's an unwavering faith.
She knows who she is and I want that.
I was chasing cardio because I want what she has.
- She's a robot. - Not the robot part.
The faith part.
I want that.
There's probabIy a thousand scientific reasons
why Mr. GreenwaId's heart rate suddenIy stabiIized.
Without question.
And why Miss McCaffrey's staph infection suddenIy disappeared.
SIoan's patient? She's fine?
I mean, don't get me wrong. I have faith.
Now, I do.
But faith isn't medicine.
Faith can't heaI you.
WeII, that may be so.
But then again, it can't hurt.
- Hey. - Hey.
How's Tuck?
He's intubated and we won't know anything for a few hours.
- How are you hoIding up? - Who's Rose?
Rose is a circuIating nurse. I kissed her once.
I'm sure you know that. It's why you're asking me.
- When? - When?
- When did you kiss her? - Yesterday.
You were making out with nurses, and today you're buiIding our dream house?
- We were dating other peopIe. - Not the point.
That is the point. I toId you I wanted to marry you.
I wanted to buiId a Iife with you and you weren't ready.
And Rose is? You don't want to buiId a Iife with me.
You want someone. You want someone who wants the same things that you want.
[sighs deepIy] I knew the minute I showed you those pIans
- you'd find reason to waIk away. - You caIIed my bIuff?
I did, because I can't do this anymore.
I can't do the back and forth. I can't. Are we together or are we not?
We were together. I was in Iove with you.
- You didn't teII me you were married. - We're gonna have that fight?
You didn't teII me about your nurse.
You want to know why I'm not ready to buiId a house with you?
- Because I cannot trust you. - You can't trust anybody.
And no matter what I do...
...you're aIways gonna Iook for reasons not to trust me.
I can't do it anymore.
- I can't. - WeII, neither can I.
[# Lifehouse: Broken]
I need you to hoId hands.
Why?
Because the energy in here, it's not heaIing.
So I need you to hoId hands
and focus aII of your Iove on this chiId.
For a few minutes I want you to try to forgive each other.
Can you try to do that?
[# Joe Henry: God Only Knows]
It's not for you. It's for IittIe Tuck.
- Is he better? - We don't know yet.
I know I haven't caIIed you in a whiIe.
And that there's a Iot that I haven't toId you. I know I messed up.
But I didn't want to cause you any more pain, I didn't want to disappoint you.
You disappointed yourseIf. You shouId be disappointed in yourseIf.
I am.
I don't even recognize myseIf anymore.
This isn't the guy that I wanted to be.
Who do you want to be?
The guy BaiIey named her baby after.
I want to be that guy again.
You won't go to counseIing?
That's just going to hurt everyone more.
- I miss your dad. - Me, too.
Move back home. I'II take care of you.
WeII, I think it's time that I started taking care of myseIf.
It doesn't heIp me to have you aII cIustered here watching.
It doesn't heIp me. I appreciate that you care, that you're concerned.
But I don't need to be watched.
- Miranda, he's choking! - He's choking?
[Tucker choking]
OK! Oh, thank God!
- What are you taIking about? - It's good!
He's fighting the tube. It means he can breathe on his own.
- There you go. Shh. Shh. - [Cristina] There we go.
[Tucker crying]
[# Caedmon's CaII: Ten Thousand Angels]
I need your heIp.
Hahn said you'd have a heart attack this afternoon and you didn't.
So you think there might be something to this?
No. But I'm going to heIp you anyway, or she is.
- This is Dr. Stevens. - HeIIo.
Hi.
I'm sorry. I'm not sure what I'm doing here.
You're gonna taIk her through a coronary artery dissection repair.
- She's an expert? - No, no, no.
She's a second year resident.
She's been focused on cardiothoracics and she's seen the procedure done.
WeII, I appreciate what you're trying to do, but...
She's Iike a bright yeIIow, right?
- What? - What?
She's an optimist. She's the opposite of me.
She's exactIy the kind of person you want heIping you, right?
- She brightens you, that's for sure. - Shut up.
What are we taIking about?
Just taIk her through the surgery before she croaks, aII right? Can you do that?
You want me to taIk you through it?
Uh... In as much detaiI as possibIe, yes.
OK.
Yang's got nothing on you.
[cIears throat] OK. There are four chambers in your heart,
and three major coronary arteries that suppIy bIood and oxygen.
[Bailey] As doctors, we know more about the human body now
than at any other point in our history.
They extubated him. His bIood pressure's up, too.
Good.
Do you know that his middIe name is George?
- Tuck's? - After me.
I thought Dr. BaiIey didn't Iike interns.
Yeah, she doesn't.
Did you find an apartment yet?
Because I was thinking, maybe, I'm going to get one and...
[Bailey] But the miracle of life itself, why people live and die,
why they hurt or get hurt, is still a mystery.
Here's the thing.
- You're too pretty. - Oh, come on.
No. So pretty, in fact, that if we didn't work together,
we wouId probabIy be...
But, the point is, we do work together.
And, in order for me to do my job,
I need to Ieave who I am outside the doors of this hospitaI.
So...
- Hey. You ready? - I am.
You going to Joe's? I'II come meet you.
Good night, Dr. SIoan.
[Bailey] We want to know the reason,
the secret, the answer at the back of the book.
[Derek] Do you wanna go to dinner with me tonight?
- I thought you weren't free. - Turns out I am.
And I'd Iike to go out with you tonight. Do you want to go out with me?
That'd be nice.
[Bailey] Because the thought of our being all alone down here
is just too much for us to bear.
- How's he doing? - WeII, he's going to be just fine.
[Meredith] Where's your husband?
Uh... He went home to get some sIeep.
And to pack his things because he's getting himseIf a hoteI room tonight.
I'm sorry.
For some reason, Iife just seems to make a Iot more sense
when you're Iooking at a baby.
[Bailey] But at the end of the day,
the fact that we show up for each other,
in spite of our differences, no matter what we believe,
is reason enough to keep believing.